Showing posts with label relationships. Show all posts
Showing posts with label relationships. Show all posts
Sunday, 13 September 2015
Day 63 - Jumping the gun
If you want me to explain everything in the description then you are looking for the quick and easy way :) Take the time to listen to the recording! Enjoy!
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assumptions,
destroy,
easy way,
jumping the gun,
Leslie John Poolman,
quick fix,
reactions,
relationships,
rush,
rushing,
speed,
time
Monday, 7 September 2015
Thursday, 1 November 2012
Day 14 - Group Gaming SF
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear losing the relationships I have developed with peopleI forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being alone
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear being left out and ignored
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to push myself into others interactions with one another out of fear of being left out
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to try to hold onto and create groups of friends so as to not be alone
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see myself as the person responsible for pushing people away by trying to hold onto them
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to strive to recreate desirable energy and feelings
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to see myself as a frustrating child
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to manipulate others into spending time with me
When and as I see myself looking for attention I stop, breathe and I realise that I am looking for attention out of fear of being alone. I commit myself to stop the fear and direct myself to give myself a purpose in that moment
When and as I see myself trying to force a situation of fun I stop, breathe and I realise that I am holding onto memories to tell me what having fun means. I commit myself to let go of the memories and simply be here, so that I can be open to different experiences and expressions of fun
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commitment,
desteni,
fear,
fun,
gaming,
journeytolife,
manipulate,
memories,
relationships,
responsibility,
self forgiveness
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